want a baby.
we want to start our family.
I get discouraged on occasion,
and it's just hard
when I know so many people that didn't mean to, or want
to get pregnant and have.
And then there's me.
I want to be a mother sooo bad.
And it's difficult when I feel blocked,
almost like trpping at the finish line.
Yeah I know, I know,
"live your life together before you bring kids in".
Well, we don't believe in that.
We've also been together for a long time and we want a child.
I'll admit that I get jealous,
but at least I can hold other babies.
I'm just ready to have my own little bundle of joy......
know what I mean?
I know it'll happen in God's time, not mine,
but still...... sooner is better than later......