30 May 2011

I ......

want a baby.
Really bad........ 

we want to start our family.
I get discouraged on occasion,
and it's just hard
when I know so many people that didn't mean to, or want
to get pregnant and have.

And then there's me.
I want to be a mother sooo bad.
And it's difficult when I feel blocked,
almost like trpping at the finish line.
Yeah I know, I know,
"live your life together before you bring kids in".
Well, we don't believe in that.
We've also been together for a long time and we want a child.

I'll admit that I get jealous,
but at least I can hold other babies.
I'm just ready to have my own little bundle of joy......
know what I mean?

Oh well.....
I know it'll happen in God's time, not mine,
but still...... sooner is better than later......
and I want one


  1. I saw on Oprah, there was a study done that showed infertile women got pregnant at much higher rates when they were prayed for. Unfortunately, it's not a sure thing and you haven't been trying long enough to be infertile, but I'll say a prayer for you, in the hopes that it will help.

    I got married a little older and when it didn't happen right away I was frustrated too--hang in there!

  2. Don't worry girl thats how a lot of women (including myself) really feel. Thank you for coming out and sharing this because I want you to know that you are not alone. All I know is that it'll happen when the Lord wants it to happen.
    Keep praying and have faith.
    Love ya!!

  3. I am sorry you are feeling baby frustration, I know have kids but you know my losses and have had my share of trying and waiting. I will continue to pray for you and Andrew and the blessing of a little famile. I love you my dear Ali! Hang in there!


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