Our Love Story
13 January 2017
Our Holiday Recap!
Ok so I know it's January,
but I never got to talk about our holidays hahaha
so here's my catch up!
Andrew and I went to his work party on the 22nd
and we had a blast!!
I love the people he works with so much.
They are a small company and they feel like family.
We got Mickey gloves as a gag gift cuz obviously!!
The girls now enjoy playing with them hahaha
My sparkly dress is a
It also sheds so I'm like a literal unicorn now right!?
Leaving sparkle everywhere I go??
We did sugar cookie decorating at my moms house with my nephew and grandma.
The kids loved it for a whole 20 minutes before asking to go play,
it was awesome!
The girls got some super cute princess hats from
Unkie and Chelli that made their day!
Christmas Eve was at our house and we watched How the Grinch Stole Christmas
like we do every year.
We did a block nativity with the kids that was hilarious!
They wanted to just play with them it was so funny!
We went to church on Christmas Sunday at my grandparents ward
and then opened presents at my moms house.
Once we got home, we were all so tired we went to bed super early hahaha
I wanted you to see the funny "behind the scenes" of this picture because
a) my 4" heels were sinking into the muddy ground hence my weird stance,
b) Rory was "freezing mommy!!!",
c) Jade just cheesed it up the whole time and tried to play in said mud.
We did a huge family lunch day after Christmas at Islands which is our favorite restaurant,
the sad part is that it's over an hour and a half away from our house now :(
But we enjoyed the food.
In fact, I ate my entire sandwich which I never do but I was STARVING!!
The girls were spoiled rotten this year!
New jammies, new bedding
(for bunkbeds that are being put together tomorrow!!!!!!!),
new toys, new plush, I mean the works!
They are so loved and they had a great Christmas.
We got spoiled also!
Apparently my family doesn't think Andrew and I date enough cuz we got a bazillion
gift cards for date nights hahahaha
NOT complaining here at all!
The girls have been loving this Jeep grandparents Mills gave them.
We put it together after Christmas just cuz we had NO room for it then
so now they've been playing outside with it since we put it together.
"What can I say except you're welcome?!" hahaha
(points if you know that reference!)
Also, ignore our obviously dirt only backyard!
Someday we'll have money to put grass back there!
New Years Eve we spent with friends
and a giant fire pit!
Couldn't have picked a better group to celebrate with!
The girls got their first ever sparklers and let's just say,
it was a HUGE hit!
And yes, that's Stacy serenading us in the background
Day after New Years Daddy was off so we did a family date day to Moana
and then lunch at Red Robin!
(yay gift cards for Christmas hahaha)
After lunch, my parents and I went to Costco because
there for a STEAL!
$25 for 2 years worth of planner!
I had to have it!
(and my membership expired so I needed them to get in and pay for it hahaha)
, it changes colors people!!)
Thankfully now that the holidays are over,
life is getting back to normal.
We love having all of the busyness of Christmas and such
but I also like being able to breathe
and take days where I don't have to get dressed hahaha
Now onto January!! Yay!
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04 January 2017
Who knew this would actually be a year?
ber when we were kids and the year 2000 was a weird thing to say??
Ya know what I'm saying?
I feel slightly old and weird saying 2017 sometimes hahaha
I swear the 90s were just a couple years ago.
It's a new year.
Lets be real,
I think it's awesome to set goals and even better when we achieve them!
Remember last year when I
and I loved it for the month and a half I was able to do it?
(I stopped only because of monetary commitment,
I absolutely LOVED the products and I hope
to be able to get back on the bandwagon soon!)
Remember when I said I wanted to
spend more time on me
While it definitely wasn't as much as proved needed,
it was more than I had before.
So I call it a win.
I know that if I make "
New Years Resolutions
I will not keep them.
I just won't.
I will try to copy what others have said and then when it doesn't work
as well for me as it does for others,
I will get discouraged and give up.
So I'm not going to do that.
I also can't really do a "Word of the Year" thing
cuz I will forget hahaha
Plus I feel like if I commit to only one word,
it will be harder for me to try to find the focus to help myself get better.
It's just not
Instead I have just decided to
focus on myself
(If you follow me on
then you've heard my little rant on InstaStories, sorry!)
I am not going to say
"I'm going to lose X amount of weight"
"I'm not eating sugar for the entire year"
or whatever because that doesn't work
I, as a person, have discovered that if I set limits on how proud of myself I can be,
I will fail
Then feel guilty,
and then the cycle repeats itself again and I'm left in the same ugly spot.
Especially on losing weight.
I'd given up a long time ago thinking that I could ever be a VS model,
I knew I would always be chunkier.
And I was
ok with it.
I mean, my body has birthed 2 children,
my hips will never go back to their original state,
I have stretch marks,
my boobs have grown and shrunk so many times
that I'm not even sure they're even!
Maybe hahaha oh well!
So to the "perfect picture of a woman"
I say PSHAW!
You know what?
beautiful to the people that love me the most.
Do I sometimes
wish I looked a certain way?
Absolutely. I'm a human being after all,
but I have decided to stop beating myself up.
How on earth will that make me better?
And to all of those women that ARE the "perfect woman" size?
Good for you!
If you're healthy and happy, power to you!
I wrote recently about not
giving up everything we are
for our kids.
Most everything sure,
but every single aspect of your being should not be driven away,
or forced to hide until you can't find it anymore.
I still firmly believe that.
Why would you want your kids to only know the shell of who you really are?
We went and saw Moana again recently
(go with m
on this, it'll be worth it I swear!)
and both times I've seen it
and listening to the soundtrack on repeat
I saw/heard things that I hadn't before.
One of my favorite songs is when Moana is standing on her canoe
trying to decide what to do.
Her grandmother asks her:
Moana do you know who you are?
She responds with this:
Who am I?
I'm a girl that loves my island and a girl who loves the sea.
It calls me.
I am the daughter of the village chief,
we are descended from voyagers
who found their way across the world.
They call me.
I've delivered us to where we are.
I have journeyed farther,
I am everything I've learned and more.
Still it calls me.
And the call isn't out there at all,
It's like the tide,
always falling and rising.
I will carry you here in my heart,
you remind me
that come what may I know the way.
I AM MOANA!!
There is such confidence and power in her voice and words.
It does bring me to tears often haha I won't lie.
I love the whole movie
so if you haven't seen it,
But this song, plus others, just speaks to me about following the "voice inside"
who we are
THAT'S what I want for my year.
I want to be able to hear my inner voice to help me rediscover
who I am
I am so many things,
but I want to remember who I was before
and bring her back or at least pieces of that person.
(lezzzbe real, the acne and teen angst can stay far away hahaha)
And hey, if I manage to lose a few pounds
or learn some new skills along the way,
I know I'll be the better for it!
So bring it on 2017,
let's do this together ;)
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28 December 2016
Year in Review!
2016 has been a blur.
Lots of ups and downs.
Lots of trips and revelations about myself.
Here's a breakdown of the year:
I realized I needed to find
between mothering and being me.
I then realized I wanted to change my
I was tired of how I looked and wanted it to get better.
I went to Disneyland with my parents and we took a really fun tour all about Walt Disney
and the legacy of Disneyland.
We bought our van as well!
We went on our
first Disney trip
of the year as a family!
We had such a blast and loved spending time together.
Andrew and I had our date to Beauty and the Beast!
It was so much fun and we enjoyed being without the kiddos for a night.
I did a few posts about my favorite place:
Tips and Tricks.
My mom and I ran to Disneyland for a day to hang out
with Alyx and her family just for fun!
I 'fessed up about my
PPD and anxiety
Still something I deal with most days but it's gotten better.
I felt that if I brought it up in a safe place,
maybe it would help someone else who was maybe having troubles too and didn't know it.
How in the heck did that happen?!
It's going by so fast and yet I'm loving watching her grow up.
I love seeing her explore and discover the world
and I can't wait til she gets to go to kindergarten next year.
Andrew turned 27 as well.
Andrew and I got a
weekend away to ourselves
This year was a year we discovered that
we HAD to take time for each other.
There are so many things that happen TO us,
we needed us to be as strong as possible for each other.
I went to
to visit Alyx.
I had such a blast and I can't wait to go back and help my BFF.
Our friendship has been one that I know I could NOT have gotten through
most of this year without.
She's one of the biggest blessings of blogging I can attest to.
We met through blogging and my life has been so blessed to become her friend
in real life.
Again, the time goes so fast but again,
it's been so fun to hear her learn to speak up for herself.
She's grown into the complete opposite in personality of her sister.
She's just as friendly, but even more so.
AKA NO stranger danger with this girl hahaha
she makes friends with everyone everywhere we go.
She asks everyone their name,
"what you doing here?!"
Terrible twos however are also in full swing
flew by and I painted our bedroom!
Andrew took a business trip,
he and I had another little weekend getaway,
we had the trunk or treat and the kids loved trick or treating!
I turned 28.
We took another quick trip to
Disneyland as a family
The girls loved seeing the Christmas decorations,
we got to hang out with my parents in the happiest place.
The girls loved having fun and seeing all the characters.
I think that was the beginning of many more trips in the future.
Andrew and I also went to the Phoenix Symphony
for a Legend of Zelda show!
He was in heaven and we thoroughly enjoyed it.
Andrew and I took
one last trip
as Annual Passholders.
It was such a bittersweet trip
but we had a blast and loved spending time together.
I got my Disneyland Candy Cane,
we ate amazing food and we enjoyed ourselves to the utmost.
But I'm also more than ready to put this year behind me.
There's been a LOT of crappy things that have happened
that I'm ready to forget as soon as possible.
So out with 2016 and onto a new year!!
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